Sunday, September 24, 2006

sweet home chicago

So....
I went to Chicago this weekend.

It was good and bad.

Good cuz I got to see some old friends, eat a vienna beef hot dog, down a PBR and hang out in a real city besides my little town of Minneapolis.

Bad cuz.....

I saw how frail my dad was.

I'm not quite sure how to verbalize it yet. But to see this big, tall guy who has protected you all your life....

to see him disappear

into someone else

is so hard.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

breathe

Nothin’ but an empty page
Breathin’ in an open space
Captured by your moments grace again
There’s so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything’s so undefined
I’m standin’ on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear

Here’s my resolution
I’m letting go
All I need to learn is
Along this road
And I just want to be the best woman I can be
Breathe
It’s my resolution
Livin’ life without a plan
Findin’ solace where I stand

Monday, September 18, 2006

no more bluetooth please

for those of you men who think wearing a bluetooth ear piece makes you "da bomb"

this is NOT bringing sexy back

please remove the plastic from your ear
and leave it off

I can't believe how many guys run around with these things on

If they made a toilet that I could attach to my ass, you wouldn't find me wearing it!

/end rant

Sunday, September 17, 2006

wolverines gone wild


U of Michigan @ Notre Dame

September 16, 2006

wow....what an experience! I was deflowered this weekend and went tailgating for the first time ever. Hard to believe but for a girl like me who went to a small, liberal arts school, tailgating never happened.

There was so much energy....and so much fun to be had. And the best part? THE GAME!

I think I missed out by not going to a big 10 school!

Thursday, September 14, 2006

so this is why....

Is There a Cheating Gene?

Yeah, my past seems to be cursed by old boyfriends who like to cheat on me. Maybe I'm way too gullible or way too nice. But according to Todd, there's more to it....

Look like there's no hope :(

By Todd Katz

We all know there seem to be some folks out there who "can't help but" stray ... or so they say. Now, scientific research reveals that there may be some truth to that-that some living creatures are genetically programmed to seek out many partners.

The saga begins with the prairie vole, one of the world's only monogamous mammals. When the male of the species is smitten by that special somebody, the pair bonds for life. Avoiding all other females, he'll spend hours grooming his lover's fur, and when necessary lay down his life in defense of her or their pups. But the prairie vole's player of a cousin, the meadow vole, jumps from partner to partner, with no loyalty to any one female ... that is, until a group of scientists started tinkering with his noggin.

"We had two closely related species exhibiting startlingly different behavior, and we believed there might be a biological or physiological component," explains Miranda Lim, Ph.D., of Emory University's Yerkes National Primate Research Center. What she and her fellow researchers discovered is that the monogamous prairie voles, unlike the promiscuous meadow voles, have high levels of vasopressin receptors -- a chemical released after sex in both rodents and humans -- in the reward center of their brain. These receptors help the prairie vole make a link between the smell of a particular mate and sexual pleasure, leading to instant monogamy.

The researchers isolated the vasopressin-receptor gene, and introduced it into some meadow voles. The result: The lecherous little rodents became hopelessly monogamous romantics.

So what does this indicate about the human male? "People in love seem to activate this same reward region of the brain," Lim says. "Obviously rodents are far simpler than humans. But vasopressin does appear necessary to establishing long-term bonding relationships."

While Lim says it's worth further investigating the role of vasopressin in humans, she says it's unlikely to lead to an actual cure for infidelity anytime soon. Rats…

Sunday, September 10, 2006

i met superman

i met superman
or at least he could've been superman

I walked out of Gastoffs around midnight
there were about twenty guys outside
one of them stopped me in my path
and asked a lewd question

being from chicago
i knew what to do
glared him in the eyes and walked around him

one never acts scared

he came running past me and
stopped me in my path again
telling me that I'm making this too hard

when superman appeared
a tall, dark, handsome fellow
disguised in civilian wear, he put his arm around me and said
"she's too pretty for you to talk to her like that"

and with that the other guy said a few words
superman looked at me, said i'd be fine
and for me to get in my car

i don't know what happened

but thank you
superman

whereever you are